JUST ONE MORE

Sometimes I simply can't help myself. After yesterday's entry, I admit I still struggle with things I can't control. I didn't want you to think I didn't, but then again it's kinda like a friend of mine who hits a bad golf shot and turns to me saying apologetically, "I didn't mean to do that." So I didn't mean to imply that I was fine with the result of the health care vote.

But I still can rest on what I wrote. So that's a dichotomy all right.

Where do we go from here? Who knows? If Pelosi doesn't know what the heck was in the bill, how should I know? But it doesn't sound or look good. I just wrote yesterday about acceptance and I will accept it. Maybe kicking and screaming all the way. I should learn from recent studies about Jacob and Joseph and not complaining, but I have a lot of spiritual maturing to do.

So, I just wanted to set the record straight. I'm saddened. I'm maddened. Ok, that's not a word, but what's madder than mad? But I'm trusting in God to take care of me. That's makes a lot more sense than hoping my government will. Wow, now I am sounding like a Republican.